Tonight I made the mistake of getting out my box of stuff that has everything from Ben and I's relationship in it, thinking I have moved on enough to look through it without ending up a teary-eyed mess. Was I ever wrong. It has just left me more confused about how things could go from being so perfect to being so heartbreaking. In the letters he wrote me from basic it is sooo cute how crazy he was about me. Even with all he had to do he found time to write me letters almost every day, and...